It’s been a confusing few weeks where I’ve found myself falling in and out this dark hole that i’ve struggled to climb out of. Been trying really hard to convince and heal this nagging pain in my eggshell heart that is way too clingy for my own personal well-being. But it’s getting better, i’m slowly starting to feel better. I went for a run around the neighborhood the other day just to take a break from all the writing i’ve got to complete, and it was lovely seeing things that made me smile inside. I appreciated that the sun was out, and how I could run with a peace of mind. And it occurred to me that instead of being so caught up in what is upsetting me, I should switch my focus and look at the good and brighter side of things. 

I should be thankful. Thankful that i’ve got what i’ve got. Thankful that there are people who are willing to love me in spite of sporadic emotional state of mind. Thankful that no matter what, I still have a roof over my head, food for when I’m hungry, the ability to still feel emotions as they come and go, and of course, a heart full of love. 

Dark days and gloomy clouds won’t loom forever. I’ve got to believe that things will get better. Because once it does, I’ll be ready to start afresh and make the best out of everything. It hasn’t been the best start to the year, but i’m determined to make next month onwards, better. 

Here’s a little virtual hug, to whomever might be reading and going through a difficult time. I hope you find the strength in you to press on, because even the worst of times will be over. 

Be kind everyone.